August 4, 2012

Bring back memories.

Do you have any particular movies or dramas that you won't feel bored or sick with but instead, it bring back memories as you watch it back after few years that has passed by ? Well, i have a few movies that bring back memories and most favorite, to begin with.

Let's see ...



These are a few of my-all time favorites-movies. As i watched them back, it bring back all those bittersweet memories. By looking all of this, you can sum up that, i'm actually one of those traditional girls that enjoy and excited about-classic bittersweet love-type of stories. How i miss watching all of this. Tears gonna break out, bittersweet memories gonna slide in, heart gonna explode with mixed emotions. See it with broaden mind and think deep, it doesn't all about love. It's more than that. Watch, listen and understand with heart, not only by eyes, ears or mind. Because that's what i did, i watched, listened and understand it with heart.







p/s: Oh uh, i spent my weekends surrounded by doctors. No fun.

July 29, 2012

Green weekends

Assalamualaikum.
Why did i said 'Green weekends' ?


Mind my so called-syok sendiri self camera- moment. Hihihi.

On Saturday night for Tarawih at Masjid Wilayah.
How did my mummy smile so beautifully, again ?
Aww, my mummy is always the cutest and prettiest. The ustazah in the family, i might say. *coughcough
Oh, did i mention about i did my Tarawih on weekends at Masjid Wilayah ?
Tarawih dekat Masjid Wilayah ni boleh feeling-feeling dekat Madinah la sikit kan sebab tak pernah menjejak kan kaki ke sana lagi tapi hanya mendengar daripada mulut mummy dan papa yang pernah pergi je la. 
It's an amazing mosque, seriously guys.
The imam, the people, the surrounding, the way the imam read the surah and everything about it are just so beautiful.
And it's so comfortable too.
Every weekends for this year Ramadhan, i'll be performing Tarawih at Masjid Wilayah, insyaallah.
Everyone should come and experience doing Tarawih at Masjid Wilayah. It's really an amazing time, there. 





Gambar makanan di bulan puasa ? 
Harap maaf. Bukan berniat untuk membuat sesiapa terliur tapi hanya sekadar ingin berkongsi rutin harian sepanjang Ramadhan di kala ingin membuka puasa sebagai seorang pelajar universiti. Ecewah !
Sama ada membeli makanan di Bazaar Ramadhan Putrajaya yang dah dikenali oleh abang-abang penjual air atau pon membuat tempahan di restoran-restoran yang berdekatan untuk membuka puasa. 
Aaaahh, same old routine. FYI, baru 5 hari berpuasa di universiti tetapi perasaan- nak call mummy suruh masak makanan favorite dan hantar ke universiti tiap hari-yang membuak-buak itu sudah ada. 
Sedih bukan ? Takpe, bulan puasa, bulan menguji kesabaran. Hmm. 
Setiap kali hari Jumaat menjelma, diri ini seakan-akan ingin melompat kegembiraan seperti kanak-kanak riang kerana sudah tiba masa nya untuk pulang ke kampung halaman. Ceh, padahal Rawang je pon. Takpe, janji bahagia. Teehee. 
So, bila nak hari Jumaat ni ? Eh, hari ni baru hari Ahad ? Saya masih belum melalui hari Isnin, Selasa, Rabu, Khamis ? Haih, hidup. 

July 25, 2012

Ramadhan Al Mubarak



Motif gambar ? Tak dapat di kenal pasti lagi motif nya. LOL


It's never been too late to wish Ramadhan Kareem, no ?
Dah hari ke-5 dah umat Islam berpuasa dan baru sekarang saya berkesempatan untuk menulis di blog.
Al maklum la, sibuk. Saya tau, alasan cliche sentiasa. Hihihi.
So, dengan ini saya ingin memberitahu bahawa tahun ini sempena bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini, saya berpuasa di UNITEN PUSAKA TERSAYANG. 
Tipu kalau cakap tak sedih dan tipu jugak kalau cakap tak happy. Faham tak apa yang saya cuba sampaikan ?
Maksudnya sedih sebab tidak dapat berpuasa di rumah bersama family tercinta seperti tahun lepas tetapi happy sebab dapat berpuasa di Uniten bersama kawan-kawan terutama bersama Gedixlicious tersayang. Pergi bazaar Ramadhan bersama, bukak puasa bersama walaupun masing-masing rumah lain-lain. Well, it's actually nice. Not that bad but the bad part is that, i don't feel comfortable at all being at my own apartment. The only place in my apartment that i'm comfortable with is my room. 

Last but not least, i wish to all Muslim;


July 12, 2012

Without early notice

The moment when you don't feel like to leave your bed but you have to fight your own self to wake up to get ready to lab and when you're already at the lab, you receive a notice at the lab door stated "Unsupervised lab for today".
To make it worst, you're the only one who attend the lab among your friends.
Fuhhhh ! I started to get pissed off right after that. Ya allah.
Now, bring me to any malls to shop !







P/S: If only i can turn up my laptop volume until i can't hear anyone talking. Unfortunately, it's already at the maximum level of it.

July 8, 2012

So called 'shoe lover'

This explains why i love shoes so much. Be it heels or ballerina flats. 
Somehow, choosing a right shoe can give a major affect for you to go through a day. 
Well, at least for me, it does. 

July 7, 2012

Slumber Saturday


So slumber that is. Yes, my Saturday this time is just so slow.
Kenapa slow ? Ini gara-gara Mummy dan Papa, terutama nya tidak membenarkan saya keluar kemana-mana khusus nya shopping mall bersendirian atau ditemani adik perempuan si Elin tu.
"Malaysia ni dah tak selamat lagi tau tak. Lagi-lagi perempuan remaja macam awak ni. Elok-elok sikit kalau nak keluar/drive tu. Jangan berani sangat." kata Mummy.
Mana tidak nya, kes penculikan merata-rata sekarang ni.
Saya hanya dibenarkan keluar ditemani oleh mummy, papa, adik lelaki, kawan - kawan yang dipercayai atau suami sahaja. Suami ? Eh ? Hihihi. *sejak bila aku bersuami ?
So, hari sabtu yang slumber ini, saya harus menemani mummy ke Setiawangsa atas dasar kerja.


Bila dah kata kena teman atas dasar kerja tu, gambar bajet comel tu memang wajib ada dengan alasan bosan menunggu. Sila paham, please. Hihihi. 
Sebenarnya hati ni memberontak untuk ke shopping mall kerana sale yang melampaui batas merata-rata.
Dah biasa pergi sendiri tapi sekarang ?
Ini semua salah enviroment yang dikatakan tidak selamat itu lagi.
Boleh dikatakan tiap-tiap hari kita akan dengar tentang kes penculikan/samun/rogol dan mangsa mesti perempuan remaja. Tau tak semua ni menakutkan saya. SANGAT MENAKUTKAN.
Bias terhadap perempuan remaja betul la. Ish.
Sekarang siapa yang susah ? Fateen Dayana jugak kan.
Sekarang nak kena cari teman shopping dah. Siapa nak teman ? 
Ok Fateen Dayana, i think you can stop now and you can start study for Computer Organization's test. ^_^







P/S: Girls out there, please please please make sure that you're not going out alone because it's just really dangerous to head anywhere alone nowadays. Ya Allah, lindungi la aku daripada semua benda yang menakutkan ini. 

July 6, 2012

Susi taim !

Whenever sushi get through my mind, they will came along too. Let's susi susi again later, girlfriends ! 



Oh, these pictures were taken recently when we had sushi session at The Mines.
This time, we had to minus Ayu because she was busy with her so called being athlete mode activity.
To Alifah, ampun diminta kerana tiada gambar tuanku yang sempat di snap tapi takpe. Fair and square sebab kita pon takde gambar time tu. Hihihihi.








P/S: Perut bermain orchestra apabila sushi menjadi topic hari ini.

July 3, 2012

Hati yang teringin

So, Ayu and i were so bored today and i decided to BBM her eventhough we just an inch away. 
Yes, we are awesome liddat
And guess what sentence did i start my BBM to her with ?
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Don't blame me for this.
I was too excited and happy beyond words after watching  Irma Hasmie's wedding.
I was just affected by everything that came out from this wedding. Hihihi.
Subhanallah, everything happened so beautifully.
See, who says you can't be beautiful by covering up ? :')
Your time will come one day, Didi. Insyaallah. Amin.






P/S : I can't stop peeking on Irma Hasmie's wedding pictures and videos. I feel so touched. :')

July 2, 2012

Is it still alive ?

Assalamualaikum and hello beautiful people.

I've been neglecting my blog for so long. I know and i'm aware of that. I'm not going to be all poyo saying that i'm too busy to write and yada yada yada. Honestly, saya rindu untuk menaip di sini dan saya rasa sangat tidak cool kerana terlalu banyak yang saya dah terlepas untuk update so called memories. Too many i tell you. So now, i would like to put a bit of revenge here for today. I want to write something here eventhough it takes me to rant out of nowhere. Saya akan mula menaip sekarang sambil menyanyi mengikut rentak Love Me Like You Do by Justin Bieber. Love me like you do ♪♫ Like you do ♪♫ Hold me tight and don't let go ♪♫ Teehee.


See the pictures up there ? Yes, those pictures were from some part of the memorable events with my loved ones. There are a lot of pictures actually but bila dah lama sangat tinggal kan blog ni, you know the well known virus, we call 'LAYZAY' ? Yes, when the virus is here, saya jadi malas terlampau dan secara automatik nya tiada lah proses muat turun gambar yang berjuta itu di jalan kan. Sorry.

Oh, did i ever mention about our gang's name ? OH YES, OUR GANG FINALLY HAS A BEAUTIFUL NAME TO BE PROUD OF. Actually, it started with a 'Gang Ayu' by some people who labelled us like that and finally we came out of random with 'Gedixlicious'. Sounds so girlish and gedik ey ? Hihihi. I'm loving this and i love being around them. This whole bunch of people who i'm proud to be with and love at heart. Such weirdo girlfriends they are but they are too unique to describe. Yes, my unique girlfriends that i love. So the whole point here is, OUR GANG HAS A NAME AND IT'S GEDIXLICIOUS. Mungkin stalker-stalker sekalian yang mula label kan kitaorang as Gang Ayu dahulu atas sebab-sebab yang tertentu yang saya sendiri tidak mahu nyatakan di sini akan bercakap-cakap kembali tentang nama ini tapi sorry to say, your words won't kill us anymore. Yela, tak semua akan berpuas hati/suka dengan kita, am i right ? But what can i say that who are you to stop us kan. People just won't stop talking even if you stay silent, if that person hates you, she/he will keep on talking about you. Ok dah. Rasa tak baik cerita macam ni. Macam mengaibkan pon ada. Stop it now, Fateen Dayana. Aite aite.

The reason i write in here is actually because i'm trying to show and prove that my blog is still alive. So kecoh, i know right. But what can i do, i'm cool and aweosome liddat ! Insyaallah, i'll write again in here later.

May 25, 2012

Life goes on

I've been called upon myself to rant whatever i want in here today while i'm manja-ing with my two favorite boys in the house, Fariq and Fadin. So, it left me 5 days more before June approach in and when was the last time i wrote in here ? Aaahh, the last time was about the heartbroken crap thing. Sorry for that people. I was just being me, a girl who full of emotion. Teehee.

Some people been asking me on how am i doing right now ? Am i okay with all these ? Thanks for the concerns and prayers. Alhamdulillah, i'm getting better and i'm in the process of moving on. I've stop contact with him. His girlfriend is one nice, sweet lady. How could i do that to her when she's clearly so happy with him ? If i were that guy, i wouldn't trade her for the world. She's nice, she's pretty, she's petite, she's one bubbly and cheerful girl. That should be more than enough for him to stay loyal to her. I'm hoping that he will look up to her for any state of time. I mean, let's look at the bright side, this is not the end of the world for me, no ? Yes, it hurts me but time will heal. I'm sure enough that Allah saves my heart for someone who deserves it. Insyaallah.

"If you are in love, but that love seems to have destroyed you, then you need to re-look that love." Ar-Rum : 21


Today is Friday, 25th of May. It's the D-Day. Yes, the result day of course. I've been so panicked beforehand. I mean, i know how last minute i studied for final exam and how hard i faced the exam papers in the exam hall. I'm too scared to look at the student info. I woke up earlier in the morning today with flooded of tweets in the twitter from my Uniten's friends about the result has been posted in the student info. Can you imagine how my mind worked that time ? I mean i just woke up from my sleep. I throw away both of my phone just to ignore all the tweets and i pulled back the blanket. It seems that my heart beat so fast that i couldn't sleep back. So, i decided to just brace myself and click on the student info. Believe it or not, i closed my eyes for about 10 minutes before i looked at the result and BOOM ! Alhamdulillah, eventhough it did not reach to my target but still, my result is keep getting better. Praise to Allah.

Well now, i could proudly and happily say that HELLO SECOND YEAR ! LET'S BE FRIEND AND HAVE SOME FUN. How time flies, no ? I'm going to be a second year student just in a few days more from now. I don't know how should i describe my feeling right now. Scared, happy, sad, excited, nervous. All in one. One more thing, boleh kahwin dah kalau nak ni. Okbai. Teeheee !


April 21, 2012

When i thought i have let it go but ....



"If you love someone, you should tell them. Heart is often broken by words left unspoken."

........ It's obviously still here. I still have the feeling like i used to feel back then and it's just so wrong. The love is still here, in the heart. It is still as strong as the first time i felt it. I shouldn't have this kind of feeling towards him anymore. Knowing that he isn't 'available' anymore is enough to put me to realize that he is not the one. He isn't the one for me. He has someone else that can make him happy and i was supposed to be happy too, right ? I was happy before but not anymore, now. Why ? Yes, because the feeling is coming back. Coming back into my heart and i didn't ask for that, i swear. It's wrong, Fateen Dayana. Everyone knows that.

Lately, i've been questioning myself with all sort of questions that i can't even answer it myself till now. Just wonder how hard can that be to me. I've been receiving advice from my friends who knew about this. They don't agree with me, they are trying to get me out from this. They don't want me to get involve with problems. Of course, the guy has his own 'flower' now. I understand with what my friends are trying to do. Trust me, i'm doing the same thing too. Even harder. I'm fighting with my own feeling for all this while. I'm trying hard to make my heart ache even worst. So that, i can start to hate him but why it isn't working ? My heart is aching but the hatred isn't here. It was supposed to exist. Sometimes i wanted to ask him "What on earth have you done that can make me fall for you and suffer in the same time? Do you know that you're making everything so hard for me? I can't even open up my heart to anyone else just because of this damn feeling of mine is still for you and it hurts. Freaking hurt !" Yes, i'm actually have a lot in mind to ask him but it just can't be asked directly to him. It. just. can't.


"It’s so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember"

Whatever it takes, i still have to forget the feeling that i have towards him. It's not worth it. The best thing to do is to let him be happy with whoever he is with right now. I have my own life and i have to move on just like i moved on with my life after my-3 years and the half-relationship with E was ended. If i can moved on with my life after the heartbroken with E, i should manage to move on with this too. I know i can but it takes time. Time is what i needed the most. So, he has the 'sugar' that fill his heart and in my part, let me think what should i do ? Hurm, gotta start with the first step. To avoid him ? It's rather impossible unless i switch to other university. C'mon Didi, don't take it too extreme, shall we ? Okay, i think i should give it a try with bare in mind that 'He is not available anymore. He is happy with someone else now'. Well, i think it will work for the first step.

'Love someone who loves you. Your heart will never be broken.' That's what they said. And because of my feeling is still remain for this one guy as i said up there, i can't open up my heart to others. Not just my heart but same goes to my eye vision, i didn't see the person who's always there for me whenever i'm in the state of difficulty. An apologize might not be enough but that's the only thing that i could afford to offer. I feel you.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. A simple phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working it's way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real-gets inside you and rips you apart-pain. Yes, that kind of pain. Wish i could run away from this but it's hard because despite what my mind wants, my heart keeps pulling me back. And apparently, i can't argue with that because it's going to hurt anyway. Nowadays, whenever he came across my mind which i can say almost every minute (yes, that's insane, i know), i keep on break into tears. I need that to stop. I should stop being a weak girl. I'm not a weak girl, Ayie said that too. "You're a strong girl, Na. Stand up and throw away the pain. I know you can."  That's what Ayie and Kak Wiwin said to me. Even Ayu advice me to forget him. She might be talked less about this matter to me but her less is 'more'.

I come to the final part where i wish the whole happiness in the world for him. He deserves to be happy just the way he is right now. Be with the one that makes you happy and please fight for the one that you love if you have to. Think carefully before you act. Be good and be loyal to just one. I know you are.





Note to self : Be strong in handling the pain. Every pain comes with cure.

April 8, 2012

Noted that

Wow ! It's already 8th of April and my birthday was like 7 days ago.

Hello people, i'm Nur Fateen Dayana Bt. Ahmad Fakhri and i'm officially 20, TWENTY years old now. To add it up, i'm happy with it.

I wasn't in town, to be specific at Rawang during my birthday but at Malacca, instead. Buat apa dekat Melaka ? What else ? Photo shoot and video shoot for project. So, my birthday happened to be on Sunday and i was at Malacca that time. Menangis oi time mummy call pagi buta Ahad tu when i'm at Malacca. Bak kata Elin, "Kakak ni kememeh gila." Kememeh or whatever you called it, i'm like that to begin with. Hihihi. Umur dah dua puluh tapi habit yang satu tu susah nak ubah. I'm being me, as usual. Long story cut it short, nothing much happened on my birthday since i'm busy, everyone's busy but there were these three people who never failed to make it happened even we were so tired at that time. Even it was so simple yet it was so meaningful to me. I mean semua orang sibuk and we were at Malacca that time. Most of the friends were not there but still, even with three people, they tried to cheer me up on birthday with pre-birthday celebration. Sejujurnya, i'm touched.

Pre-birthday celebration
Location : Kampung Morten, Melaka



Big thanks for these special people who never failed to cheer me up. 

Woopsie ! My birthday celebration didn't end there. Having this most two important people in my life, even my birthday has passed 6/7 days ago, they still organized a small birthday dinner for me with the family which was yesterday night at The Curve. My parents, they had never disappointed me instead surprised me with so many things in my life. As example happened last night. As example happened last night, when papa came out with a wrapped box out of nowhere and handed it to me as a birthday gift. I'm totally surprised ! 1) Where did the box came from ? I didn't see it coming from anywhere even when we're in the car. 2) The 'thing' that is inside the wrapped box surprised me even more. 3) Papa is a great actor. Nuff said.

My happiness. I love you, papa and mummy. *hugs

So far, i'm enjoying my life being twenty. It's not bad. It may occur a lot of perk but insyaallah, i can handle it. I'm a big girl already. Ya Allah, cannot percaya. I can get married now. NOT ! 

Some of the birthday gifts that i received. Thanks a lot. 


Sekarang boleh sibuk start cari calon suami, kan ? I guess so. Ok, joke. Bye. Teehee.

March 24, 2012

Mixed emotion

Hello,

It's exactly a week from now. Do you know what it is ? It's the big day for me, where i have to bid a farewell to my teen-age and welcoming the adulthood life. To make it worst, i won't be around my family on that big day of mine. How melancholy. Hurm. I'll be at Malacca on that day for some university reason. Project, of course. Not being able to be with my family on my birthday, is something i can't describe it. Sad, angry, and everything mixed into one. It's my first time, though.

2010

2011

These 2 pictures were taken during my birthday on 2010 and 2011. How i miss this moment. SO MUCH. I can't find the other years pictures celebration with my big family in this laptop. I miss all this celebration that gather all of my friends and the celebration with my big family that gather all my family members. I miss the surprises that they made. Back in 2010, they even kidnapped me from my own house and close my eyes with a piece of cloth just to bring me to the surprise location for the surprise celebration. Their thoughts can't never been paid. It's priceless. Back in 2011, a little argument with my bestfriend and everyone planned to cheat on me by telling me that they are going back to their hometown. To my surprised, each and everyone appeared infront of me with 2 box of cupcakes ! Such a happy memory. Honestly, when the day is getting nearer, i keep on watching back the videos that Ayu made during the celebration was held. Teary eyes.

For this year, to my surprise, i don't really have lots in mind to be listed out in the wishlist since i know that i won't be seeing my family on that day. It's such a gloomy feeling, i have right there

Doesn't have lots in mind, does not mean that i don't have one. So, here we go with the wishlist

#1 HANDBAGS. Vibrant colours.
#2 A sucker for SHOES. Wedges/ballet flat
#3 Printed clutch.
#4 Instax mini 7s. 
#5 Canon DSLR (Received an early birthday gift from the parents. Replace my 600D that lost in stolen.)
#6 A collection of CD and DVD from 2PM and INFINITE. (Received one of the DVD 2PM tour concert from Fariq as an early gift.)
#7 A charm bracelet with my initial name on it.
#8 Instead of cake, i would love to have pavlova from Alexis
#9 As a major sweet tooth, Red velvet cake, Macaroons, and White Chocolate Macademia are normal. Teehee !
#10 I NEED NEW WATCH !
#11 All of Dian Pelangi's tie-dye collection.
#12 Printed shawl / plain vibrant colours shawl.
#13 BIG wish card /video wishes from my loved ones . (The one that i really really want. I'll be overjoy if i get video.)

Errr, i don't think this is too much, no ? Well, there's a saying "A girl can dream big". So, this is what i do, i'm trying my best to dream as big as i can but i don't think these are big enough. Wait till i think of one. Hihihi.

Cheerios.

March 23, 2012

Dian Rainbow

Girls Generation/SNSD/SoShi

I was supposed to be at KLCC now with a bunch of friends to watch Girls Generation live at KLCC. I mean it's a free entrance concert, for god sake but i didn't make it to the venue. How sad. I swear that i almost cry because of that. I wanted to watch the girls so badly especially Yoona, Sooyoung, Taeyeon and Seohyun but i guess, no rezeki for now.Their next time to Malaysia, insyaallah, i'll make sure to go for their concert.

So, since i'm not at KLCC, where did i go for the whole day today ? I spent my day at Bangsar and the most exciting part ever was that i got the chance to go to Dian Pelangi Malaysia boutique located at Jalan Telawi. After like 6 to 7 times of circling the Jalan Telawi for parking, I did managed to find a parking spot right infront the Dian Pelangi Malaysia boutique. Alhamdulillah, only Allah knows what i feel that time. I was so happy. I'm in awe right after i entered the boutique. I mean, it full with beautiful and colorful pieces by Dian Pelangi, herself. Dian Pelangi collections are mostly about tie-dye. Knowing me, i love everything that looks colorful especially vibrant colors. So, being in there, the boutique, made my eyes go wild here and there. It's hard to resist the temptation brought by Dian Pelangi collections and it's even harder to leave the boutique without anything in hands.

Wide dress by Dian Pelangi
Balloon top by Dian Pelangi
Batwing top by Dian Pelangi

Like what i just mentioned up there, it's even harder to leave the boutique without anything in hands. Ended up  with 3 beautiful pieces in hands. Yay ! Such a happy girl i am. Dian's signature, which is, tie-dye is something that i can't say NO to and it's- a must have - collection in the wardrobe, at least one. I am totally head over heels in Dian Pelangi's collection and the friendly staff there just add up the excitement of being at the boutique. Such an eye-candy. I will definitely come back to the boutique again. I've been a fan of Dian Pelangi for quite sometime. I adore her-chic yet still on the line-style. She dared to try something different. I'm inspired and amazed. Hoping that one day when i go to the boutique once again, i can meet her. 

"I want to be something different. I want to break the rule but still on the line" - Dian Pelangi

March 21, 2012

Unspoken

Guess what ?

I've been sitting in front of my laptop for quite sometimes, thinking and wondering of what to write here. I've been called by myself to write something in here since nowadays, my mind and heart does not work in a team or should i say it doesn't move together ?

What am i trying to say here is, whatever that said by my mouth are not what my heart wants but that's what my brain chewed it. Do you get me ? Complicated, ey ? Aaah, just forget what i'm trying to say here.

Let's move to something that easy to blend in mind. Hihi. Obviously, i've less social life due to my hectic schedule . Assignments and projects here and there. Social life ? Meaning ? Shopping, watching movies, karaoke session with the girls, hang out to nowhere places and just have fun, late night sight-seeing and etc. How i miss having all those awesome hang outs with the girls like we usually did but not in this semester, second semester. To add up to the sadness, i realized that we didn't took pictures together in this second semester. What a waste of the precious life. I WANT MEMORIES ! Whenever i think of this, my tears automatically filled in the eyes.

Ehem, i should stop pouring out my thoughts here for a moment and continue to read the boring slides for MSD midterm this coming Thursday. Wait, coming Thursday ? It's tomorrow !! Ok, later.

February 13, 2012

HOTTEST and INSPIRIT at heart

Current obsession. Always and forever.



Mad love for this two.

And did i tell you about J&J ? J&J means JB and JR. If any of you watch Dream High 2, you might know who this two charming yet cute guys.


Well, the blonde one is JB and the black hair guy is JR. 



These two gonna debut in June. It's a duo, J&J. I can't wait. Oh yeah, they are JYPE trainee. 
I'm excited !

I push 18 to 14

It's already February the 13th ? My god, it took me long time to write about the changes that i've done to my second semester timetable. Boohoo ! Sorry, i've been busy with my non-virtual life. Lately, I didn't aware about the existence of my own blog. I wonder why. 

                           

So, this is my new timetable after the add and drop session took place. I've drop one subject from this semester which is Advance Programming and bring it to third semester. From 18 credit hours to 14 credit hours. Not to forget, thanks to my lecturer, sir TJ for the advice. Yay me ! Oh uh, i have no class on Friday like freaking finally. Yeayyerr ! Happy nya. Can go back on Thursday or have fun with friends on Friday. 

January 31, 2012

As the new chapter begins

Page 31 of 366. It's my second day of the second semester, first year. Am i enjoying myself ? How do i say this ? Hurm, let say i'm in the process of preparing myself to get through this and yes, so far, i'm enjoying myself with classes. *tolong la percaya


As you can see, my fixed timetable for this semester. I died a little inside when i saw this. It was so packed with classes and I HAVE CLASS ON FRIDAY and unfortunately, it's not lab*sigh. I should survive this, no ? Insyaallah. I've assigned with 5 subjects for this semester and honestly, it's quite a burden put on the shoulder to me with 18 credit hours all together in one semester. I've this second thought of dropping one or two subject and bring it to third semester where i'll be assign with only 3 subjects on that semester. I'll consider everything not later than this week. 

As usual, i'm hoping for the best in everything i do for this semester. Study hard, play hard, PRAY harder.

January 21, 2012

I can't say satisfied but more to grateful

It's page 21 of 366.

The 1st semester of 1st year degree's result has been released yesterday at 8pm sharp through student info. While some of them whined about why they can't get through the student info, i was dread with cold hands and mind freeze. I mean, just by thinking back how hard and suffer my mind worked during the finals back then, i was hoping that i pass for every subject and nothing near the word fail. I was hoping just that. To my surprise, with only first attempt to the student info, i can get through it without any problem like what my friends have been complaining through out the night. With only one click at the 'Results' link, it will bring me to the happiness or vice versa in certain part of my life. So, i brace myself to click the link and Alhamdulillah, i was so grateful that i passed all the subjects but i can't say that i'm satisfied with it. What can i say with result is that, i have to work harder next time. Better luck next time, i guess. I'm grateful with what He gave me and i'm sure He has a better plan for me for the future. Insyaallah.

So, i'm going to start with my 2nd semester, 1st year of degree on the 30th of January 2012. I'm not sure what's the feeling all about but i'm sure can't wait for this to start. Bring it on !

January 10, 2012

2012 ?

Hello and assalamualaikum,

It's been awhile since i last wrote it here. It was last year, 2011, the last entry i posted it in here ey. Err, i made it sounds so far away yet it is actually a few days back then. Excuse my drama queen skills. I have that a lot in me. 

So, it's already page 10 of 366 huh ? That fast and i'm just about to start with my so called 2012 entry. Such a lame girl. Whatevs. I have so much things to do few days before 2012 approached and i was in final exams mode. Mind to excuse me for that. Oh uh, I'm not interested in telling people on how was the exam and is it good or bad. yada yada yada. Obviously, it was mind-blowing and stressed weeks ever. As the matter of facts that, i'm sick on that week and the reason why i have been drowning myself with such an amount of various colours of pills through my throat. Sickening much, no ? End with all this. Let's move on to the other story.

2011 ? Life of 2011 has been one bumpy ride for me. It may not be the best year for me but by having all the amazing friends by my side, i am sure fine with all the obstacles given. All in all, it was a good lesson for my life. Thank you to those people who were there whenever i need you guys through my ups and downs in a year and keep staying in my life now despite my irrelevant emo, moody and all. You guys been great to me and still support me in whatever things that i do. Family and friends, they are. I enjoyed having you guys around in my life. Couldn't ask for better when i have already been given beyond amazing people in my life. I thank Allah for this.

Yeah, it was bumpy as my life, my personal life to be exact, was filled with drama that has no end, i guess. However, everything just went smooth and i got through it with His permission. I am happy now. I am blessed. There was surely lots of scar but it also brought many good memories. I am happy and content with the people in my life right now. I just won't simply let go the people in my life that i am having now and i will fight for them if i have to. 

What's in the store for 2012 ? I think i have to stop being childish by making childish resolutions and start making wise resolutions, instead. Wise resolutions, matured action. I know it may sounds hard for me to do so but i am trying. I have so much to list for my resolutions that i want to achieve in this 2012 but i just can't seems to write it in words. 

So far these are what i can write in words :

#1 Destroy what destroys me
#2 Be happy, less tears, no drama
#3 Be a good daughter to the family
#4 Put the-i love you and i love you too-relationship aside and be a hardworking girl to focus in one thing that matter 
#5 I know what i want and i'm sure to get it.
#6 Be a good servant to Him

More resolutions to go and Insyaallah, everything will be on track with the permission from Him. I think this year of 2012 will be amazing despite the sick that i've been through at the first day of 2012 it self but alhamdulillah, i'm fine now and praying for the better future ahead. Amin.

Later.