Sometimes an ugly eyes can turn to be beautiful

Oh my, i've been away from this - not really tiny- little blog for quite some time. I miss u, little diary. How have u been without my presence of writing here? Ok. I know i'm being weird by talking with my blog.

Trust me, there're a lot that had happened to me or should i say my life but i'm kinda malas la nak story-story here right now. If i got plenty of time, sure will write here ok. For this time being, i'll make it short for everything first.

MY GOD ! I'm going to start college in less than 2 months from now. This whole college things kinda freak me out and i don't have any idea why is it so. I'll always pray and hope for the best. Amin. I've to make a list for this one so that i won't miss or left anything behind. Lots to buy, though.

Most of my friends got offer from matriks and i'm not really happy after knew where the place they have been offered to. Most of my gang la i mean. Most of them got Changlun, Kedah ! OMG ! Sempadan Perlis there u know. Seriously, i'm not that happy. Yong, Najwa, Ed, Razi got Kedah. Nabilah got Perak, Dhaniah got Malacca but she's not going. She will be going to Nottingham Uni at Semenyih. Good luck in uni life onwards, babygirl. As for Nadhirah, she got Selangor. At least Nadhirah tak jauh sangat but ramai jugak my schoolmates got Selangor.

My long lost (not really lost actually, exaggerating i can tell it here) friend is coming back from Thailand to here, Malaysia for good. I'm so happy to know that. Oh wait, i just received sms from him stated that he's in Malaysia now. HAPPY ! Honestly, before this i'm not that close to him even we used to be schoolmates before because i used to think that he's so sombong but actually he's not. He's a nice guy, though. Shazmeel Azeman, welcome back to Malaysia.

Just bought contact lenses for 7 months. I'm wearing it now. Contact lenses all the way for these 7 months onwards. What i can say now is, i'm comfortable with my contact lens. It makes my life so much easier. Take note for myself, i've to be more hygiene than ussual. Cleanliness is so important. With or without contact lens is still the same. Take not for readers, my tittle up there got to do with these contact lenses story but i'm not really referring to my eyes when i stated there that 'Sometimes an ugly eyes can turn to be beautiful'. It can be anyone else too. Afterall, it's just a tittle ok.

Did i mention about Tumblr? I guess not yet. So yeah, right now i'm kinda more active at my very own Tumblr than this blogger. Since Tumblr is like thousand much more easier than blogger, so i decided to be active at Tumblr. Well, if i've got no time, i can just reblog and reblog from Tumblr while blogger can't and i've to write long like an essay but still, i'm still with blogger too. Just to inform that i'm active in tumblr right now.

Good bye for now.

Faker much

I'm making this short. I'm getting tired with this issue. From my insight, it's getting worsen day by day but honestly, it can't be seen by rough eyes but using heart instead. I'm getting sick entire. Sorry for the harsh word but i'm hurt in the inside.

GO AND TAKE ALL MY FRIENDS AND EVEN MY BESTFRIENDS.
YOU THINK I WOULD CARE?
WELL, I COULDN'T CARE LESS.
JUST PIECE OF ADVICE FOR U;
TRY TO GET A LIFE !
PEOPLE LIKE U REALLY NEED TO GET A LIFE.
AND OH ! DON'T PRETEND TO BE SO BAIK INFRONT OF PEOPLE LA WHEN CLEARLY U'R NOT.

p/s : Wonder why people can be so desperate like this? I guess i really living in a reality world. Hmm.

Friday Night at T.G.I FRIDAY'S

When to T.G.I FRIDAY'S dengan Mummy, Papa, Fariq and Fadin yesterday dekat One Utama. My baby sister yang sorang tu je takde kan. Pity her. Don't worry Elin, next time we go TGIF again ok. Actually, the main reason pergi One Utama was mummy wanted to buy me a present for my konon 18th birthday. Mummy so cute kan. I asked mummy a watch for my birthday, AGAIN ! Yes, i love watches. Got problem? Mummy pon was like "Ok, i'll buy u a watch for your 18th birthday." Happy much i tell u. Then, lepas dah masuk so many kedai jam at OU tu, i'm interested at this one watch yang sangat sangat cute tapi nmpk very childish sebab very colourful. I don't care because i like it like so much. So, don't bother. After dah paid it and all, papa suddenly became very sweet kan and cakap " Birthday girl, nak dinner apa for today?" and i was like " Pa, my birthday was yesterday." Papa said " Ala, takpe. U'r 18 now. So, u choose what to eat for dinner tonight." I macam happy la kan of course. Dengan lajunya cakap " Let's TGI Friday's, pa ! Everyone ok?" Then, mummy and brothers yang comel tu pon semua ok and suka kan. So, dinner last night di T.G.I Friday's yang super delicious tu. Oh, sangat heaven.


My EIGHT-TEEN birthday was awesome with family and girlfriends around me who willing to celebrate it for me. Again, i'm happy being 18 and this year's birthday was the bomb ! Such a sweet memory that i won't literally forget. NEVER. Insyaallah.

Lastly, Thank u Mummy, Papa and siblings for everything u guys had done to me for all these while. The most important are Mummy and Papa who always provide me what i want. Mummy and Papa are the greatest parents in the whole world wide and no one can ever replace u in my heart. They always tried their best to not disapoint me and my siblings in everything and they never had. I love u pa and mum.

The moment of my life on becoming 18

I know it might be late for me to write something here about this but hey ! Better late than never, no? I mean it's about my EIGHT-TEEN birthday bash. I'm so excited to write but i know all these can't be written by words. All these can't be compared by my words. I promise i'll try my best to make it short but meaningful in here.

Let's start !

On the late night of 31st March 2010, Najwa called me saying that she will pick me up from my house to no where but it's not her who picked me up instead it was Yong and Nadhirah. Suddenly, Nadhirah tutup my eyes with kain and i was like " Eh, ape korang buat ni?" but then, i ikut kan je la kan. In the car, they kept on laughing like hysterical people. I'm so nervous dengan gelak-tawa them.

They brought me to this one place with my eyes yang tertutup ni. At that time, i've no idea where they bring me to and for what purpose they did all these crazy things. Yela. Tutup mata segala bagai kan. Ok. When dah sampai at that konon secret place tu, rupa-rupanya, bukan i sorang je kena kidnaped but there's one more girl iaitu Faizah pon kena the same thing as i am. Then, we dah bising-bising kan, diorang pon like "Ok ok, nak ready dah ni." Tiba-tiba, POOF ! SURPRISE !

It's a SURPRISE 18th BIRTHDAY PARTY !

Honestly, i'm beyond touched and happy with the surprise birthday party that they did to me. They really are sweet girlfriends to me. Too sweet ! They managed to make it surprise and i'm really SURPRISED with it. They tried to make my 18th birthday so meaningful and perfect. Guys, u really made it real ! When i really can't wait to hit 18, they really busy with making plan to make sure it's perfect. They did well in making it true.

Proudly, EIGHTEEN

I'm now officially 18 and i'm so excited. Seriously, i'm happy that i've reached 18 now and i don't have any idea why is it so. I don't called it old instead i called it sweet but matured. That is what i am now. I've to make myself more matured in everything and everyday doing yet stay sweet as always. EIGHT-TEEN to me is so much fun. Let's hit 18 and deal with it !

A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

Girlfriends, thank u so much for everything. I love u guys for being so thoughtful and too sweet. Believe it or not, you guys are part of me and u guys are like family to me. Honestly, i don't called u guys friends anymore but sisters instead. Again, I LOVE U, DOLLS ! ♥


p/s : Thank u dolls for the Secret Recipe cake. I love it. :)

p/ss: For more pictures, kindly visit my facebook. Thank u. :)