Mixed emotion

Hello,

It's exactly a week from now. Do you know what it is ? It's the big day for me, where i have to bid a farewell to my teen-age and welcoming the adulthood life. To make it worst, i won't be around my family on that big day of mine. How melancholy. Hurm. I'll be at Malacca on that day for some university reason. Project, of course. Not being able to be with my family on my birthday, is something i can't describe it. Sad, angry, and everything mixed into one. It's my first time, though.

2010

2011

These 2 pictures were taken during my birthday on 2010 and 2011. How i miss this moment. SO MUCH. I can't find the other years pictures celebration with my big family in this laptop. I miss all this celebration that gather all of my friends and the celebration with my big family that gather all my family members. I miss the surprises that they made. Back in 2010, they even kidnapped me from my own house and close my eyes with a piece of cloth just to bring me to the surprise location for the surprise celebration. Their thoughts can't never been paid. It's priceless. Back in 2011, a little argument with my bestfriend and everyone planned to cheat on me by telling me that they are going back to their hometown. To my surprised, each and everyone appeared infront of me with 2 box of cupcakes ! Such a happy memory. Honestly, when the day is getting nearer, i keep on watching back the videos that Ayu made during the celebration was held. Teary eyes.

For this year, to my surprise, i don't really have lots in mind to be listed out in the wishlist since i know that i won't be seeing my family on that day. It's such a gloomy feeling, i have right there

Doesn't have lots in mind, does not mean that i don't have one. So, here we go with the wishlist

#1 HANDBAGS. Vibrant colours.

#2 A sucker for SHOES. Wedges/ballet flat

#3 Printed clutch.

#4 Instax mini 7s. 

#5 Canon DSLR (Received an early birthday gift from the parents. Replace my 600D that lost in stolen.)
#6 A collection of CD and DVD from 2PM and INFINITE. (Received one of the DVD 2PM tour concert from Fariq as an early gift.)
#7 A charm bracelet with my initial name on it.
#8 Instead of cake, i would love to have pavlova from Alexis
#9 As a major sweet tooth, Red velvet cake, Macaroons, and White Chocolate Macademia are normal. Teehee !
#10 I NEED NEW WATCH !
#11 All of Dian Pelangi's tie-dye collection.
#12 Printed shawl / plain vibrant colours shawl.
#13 BIG wish card /video wishes from my loved ones . (The one that i really really want. I'll be overjoy if i get video.)

Errr, i don't think this is too much, no ? Well, there's a saying "A girl can dream big". So, this is what i do, i'm trying my best to dream as big as i can but i don't think these are big enough. Wait till i think of one. Hihihi.

Cheerios.

Dian Rainbow

Girls Generation/SNSD/SoShi

I was supposed to be at KLCC now with a bunch of friends to watch Girls Generation live at KLCC. I mean it's a free entrance concert, for god sake but i didn't make it to the venue. How sad. I swear that i almost cry because of that. I wanted to watch the girls so badly especially Yoona, Sooyoung, Taeyeon and Seohyun but i guess, no rezeki for now.Their next time to Malaysia, insyaallah, i'll make sure to go for their concert.

So, since i'm not at KLCC, where did i go for the whole day today ? I spent my day at Bangsar and the most exciting part ever was that i got the chance to go to Dian Pelangi Malaysia boutique located at Jalan Telawi. After like 6 to 7 times of circling the Jalan Telawi for parking, I did managed to find a parking spot right infront the Dian Pelangi Malaysia boutique. Alhamdulillah, only Allah knows what i feel that time. I was so happy. I'm in awe right after i entered the boutique. I mean, it full with beautiful and colorful pieces by Dian Pelangi, herself. Dian Pelangi collections are mostly about tie-dye. Knowing me, i love everything that looks colorful especially vibrant colors. So, being in there, the boutique, made my eyes go wild here and there. It's hard to resist the temptation brought by Dian Pelangi collections and it's even harder to leave the boutique without anything in hands.

Wide dress by Dian Pelangi

Balloon top by Dian Pelangi

Batwing top by Dian Pelangi

Like what i just mentioned up there, it's even harder to leave the boutique without anything in hands. Ended up  with 3 beautiful pieces in hands. Yay ! Such a happy girl i am. Dian's signature, which is, tie-dye is something that i can't say NO to and it's- a must have - collection in the wardrobe, at least one. I am totally head over heels in Dian Pelangi's collection and the friendly staff there just add up the excitement of being at the boutique. Such an eye-candy. I will definitely come back to the boutique again. I've been a fan of Dian Pelangi for quite sometime. I adore her-chic yet still on the line-style. She dared to try something different. I'm inspired and amazed. Hoping that one day when i go to the boutique once again, i can meet her. 

"I want to be something different. I want to break the rule but still on the line" - Dian Pelangi

Unspoken

Guess what ?

I've been sitting in front of my laptop for quite sometimes, thinking and wondering of what to write here. I've been called by myself to write something in here since nowadays, my mind and heart does not work in a team or should i say it doesn't move together ?

What am i trying to say here is, whatever that said by my mouth are not what my heart wants but that's what my brain chewed it. Do you get me ? Complicated, ey ? Aaah, just forget what i'm trying to say here.

Let's move to something that easy to blend in mind. Hihi. Obviously, i've less social life due to my hectic schedule . Assignments and projects here and there. Social life ? Meaning ? Shopping, watching movies, karaoke session with the girls, hang out to nowhere places and just have fun, late night sight-seeing and etc. How i miss having all those awesome hang outs with the girls like we usually did but not in this semester, second semester. To add up to the sadness, i realized that we didn't took pictures together in this second semester. What a waste of the precious life. I WANT MEMORIES ! Whenever i think of this, my tears automatically filled in the eyes.

Ehem, i should stop pouring out my thoughts here for a moment and continue to read the boring slides for MSD midterm this coming Thursday. Wait, coming Thursday ? It's tomorrow !! Ok, later.