January 29, 2009

can wish comes really true?


As the tittle above. Can wishes come true? I'm talking about wishes not dream.
Its some kind of a big different meaning by both word.
So, people mostly have a lot i mean LOAD of wishes to be fullfil. I'm in the category of 'mostly' so, i do have wishes and i want it to be true instantaneously.
I've my own wishes list.
So, let see whats in my list of wishes.
How i wish i can have Nicole Scherzinger hot body? heck! haha. What a pathetic request to be hear?
Laughing? Laugh as loud as u wish. I've got no offense from ur stupidity that knows how to laugh at people.
Ok. This one comes the serious and an infinate wish which i rarely talk to anybody about it.
But my closest friends and families know about it i quess.
The wish is i really craving for Korea to further up my study and i can involve in engineering field.
Maths, Addmaths, Physics and Chem? Yeah! I know i'm not that good and genius in this subjects but miracles are all around. The Almighty can do anything and everything to change it. I believe that.
nevertheless, i've to fight in studies and keep pray to Allah.
For now these are my wishes. I do have alot more wishes but these are what i want and ask for now.
I'll wait, wait and wait to the end of my war to end.
I know it is just a wish. I'll fight for it. Chaiyok! ;D

January 28, 2009

PMS

Ok. Let start with what is going on with me now. I'm being little harsh inside but not outside.
I'm being rebell towards myself NOT towards someone else. I'm being frantically messy with my own mind NOT with others mind. So, what the hell is going on with me? I even dont have any intention on doing nothing including writing blog now. I mean for this meantime.
Ok. Might be i'm in my PMS mode. Wtf?! Laugh? Laugh as loud as u like to but it really did not bother me at all.
I'm normal and in the same time complicated to judge human being who does not always be in a good condition
So, please do UNDERSTAND me.
Cheerio!

P/S: I'll be back soon.

January 25, 2009

Holidays Back

First of all, i would like to wish Happy Chinese New Year for all chinese who celebrate it.
and to my chinese friends, wheres my ang pau meh? haha.
uh oh, thnx for the oranges who gave me before. i just love it. yummy!
since chinese new year is around the corner, holidays are coming back. indeed now. gah!
and guess what?! i demam! oh god! sian je. mcm tau tau je cuti kan. nak demam jgk dia.
so yeah, eventhough its a holiday eve but yet i've to study during holidays.
gila apa nak enjoy mati-matian like last year. SPM dude! forget the enjoyment for awhile.
sabar fateen, sabar.
my homeworks were like OMG banyak gila, ok. the homeworks keep laden on me.
tapi apa nak buat, kena buat jugak for own benefit sake.
but when i think of it back, its nothing to compare what is coming next after my school life.
lg susah kan. so, i've to make used of myself with all these.
this evening i'll be going back to mummy's hometown in malacca.
so, thats all for now. cheerio! ;)